May 31, today I blow out 34 candles, I am here in front of the mirror as every year to contemplate the first wrinkles, to think about the last 34 years, things happened, desires, ambitions .. I try to imagine a future but this is not there .. I have never imagined distant future, that is why I am never disappointed by life .. this year was to be an extraordinary year of things and for now except the birth of my nephew, and the short publication of my book .. memorable there are only 66 days of quarantine ..yet .. the more I think about the fact that the candles are 34 and the more I feel I am young I still have much to do, to see and say, today as I am more aware of my right or wrong choices that they are … at 34 I understand that I don’t have to expect anything from anyone except myself …so happy birthday to me, with the hope to find the right way and make the millions of dreams come true …